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Tuesday, November 24, 2009 Sometimes, i forgot the real purpose of a blog anymore. Everyone is making it so commercialise. Not like a platform to voice out personal opinions and thoughts anymore but many i known to get themselves in the limelight. Maybe i shouldnt be tired of them trying so hard, i dont have the rights to judge anyone. Well, you probably had guessed that its gonna be some deflaming entry, but you are wrong. Im just not feeling right today. Have you ever wonder, what kinda audiences reads your blog? For what purpose? Are they truely the ones that are really concern for you? Dont be surprise that some of your most regular readers starts judging or deflaming you when you are at the odds. Dont expect your regular readers to stand on your side. Many would definitely want to join in the fun of pullin you down! Human beings are ironic creatures. i often remind myself not to be judgemental but often still makes that mistake. You would often hear ppl telling you not to be judgemental as well, but do they know that by saying that to you theres a certain level of judging done? I duno what im talking about, been having on n off fever n pain days recently. Today is one of it and im feeling very blue and tired. i've read the newspaper recently. Seems like there are an increasing rate of young teens committing sucide. A foolish solution or not, i wouldnt know and i wouldnt wanna judge. To think about it, how many have the courage of inviting the death into your lives? How many fears death? Well, i do. Thats why the sucide thoughts never gets to me. Which isnt a good thing, sometimes i feel surviving in this world seems meaningless, tiring and extrememly lonesome. I had a fren, newly wedds, went for their honeymoon in Korea. In the mid of skiing, my fren fell and injured her spine. Bound to the wheelchair for the rest of her lives. Her husband left her within a year. So much of a true love huh? I wish she could have rather had fall and die on the spot. Then to bear this amount of emotional torture, whos there for her? Who would wanna be there for her? Had God forsaken her? Does she still have the strength to carry on with life that God has planned for her? If this happens to me, i would have attempted sucide. The fear of going on with lives is so strong, that death itself is no longer scary. Unless, i manage to find a great motivation to erase this fear, this pain in time, before inviting the death. The next you passes remarks such as:" what a coward, no courage to face your own problems" to a sucide victim. I hope you think twice and pray hard that such overwhelming feelings like this, dont ever come to you. Saturday, November 21, 2009 Friday nights are always the longest. Clarke Quay would be the place i go every week, not for hitting clubs with that sexy low cut dress but dress down for the studio. Thursday, November 19, 2009 Sorry for the lack of updates, been slow in getting back all my pictures. it also seems like i have a lot to do lately. Gastric been acting up badly. im suffering from a very awful bloat bringing a hint of nausea. I wish it goes away soon. This entry would be a compiled one in small bits. Dont expect anything fanciful except for food, i didnt manage to churn into something happening! Visited some long deserted makan places like the Arnolds. Super long queue even though i went at 9pm, last order at 930pm. ![]() ![]() I duno if its just me or the standard sort of dropped. Would opt out Arnorld for Popeye in future. This the outfit i wore for eating out at the arnorlds ![]() Its my favourite Tee for the moment. Bought it at only $10 at far east plaza! ![]() I juz wanted to camwhore with my long abandon beanie, my last wore was during January at Japan. Needless to say...... Juz another snap shot of me and my boy.... The bad lighting somehow makes this picture looks kinda blissful haha... ![]() ******************************************************************** One lonely day of shopping at bugis. i duno really remember when! Dorven went to send Pilar off at the airport Good luck to our new crown! I believe she would do us proud too =) so by the time he manages to hook up with me. I already gave in to temptations!!! ![]() ********************************************************************* Casual dinner at Ishi Mura located at northpoint(extended)at yishun. Its basically a food count with all kinds of Japanese food. Most importantly it is really economical. Salmon Tepanyaki with garlic rice ![]() Terriyaki Chicken and mushroom baked rice This is really awesome for the price of $5.90! I hearts the bonito flakes! ![]() Mine's decent, it would definitely be better if the rice is richer in flavour. ![]() ![]() Would be back with new toy after the IT fair!! Labels: Ishi Mura. Arnold Chicken Wednesday, November 04, 2009 ![]() Yami Yogurt comes in a cone now! Yay! RTP: $2.30 only! Not sure what flavor to choose? Ask their friendly staff for help! Im sure they would love to have you trying out their flavors! My personal favs : Peach! ![]() For a cheaper price, you get to enjoy the same yogurt ice cream and save the earth! No bags, no paper involve! Remember, each and everyone of you makes a difference. You dont have to be the first, but please dont be the last. Labels: yammi Tuesday, November 03, 2009 You know what? I so happen to miss all halloween parties =( The only thing i had was the invites by omy to Night Safari . This is sad. I swear i wanna party next year! Some back dated pictures Birthday Treat to Mr. D French Onion Soup I thought it was to be serve in the style of Cafe World. I was so wrong ! Freshly squeezed lemonade + passion fruit for me, Iced chill apple tea for him. Totally refreshing! but its basically egg with bread, sugar and some sweetened cream giving birth to an awesome pudding. We both enjoy it so much and I really wanna learn how to make this! I rmb the last time i did it, I failed miserably. Lastly Salmon Rusty with means potato strips, not really my thing, the whole combination istoppin with sour cream I duno why i have no pictures of it anyway, just bland. Its like after a couple of mouthful, you might just wanna stop there. At the end of the meal.... A Kiss of gratitude is what i need! Monday, October 26, 2009 Mood: Blank While everyone is busy blogging about how awesome Nuffnang awards went or how much they enjoy meeting other famous or infamous bloggers. I feel the total opposite! Fellow blogger frens of mine, if you think i was being unfrenly towards you that night, i seek your understanding. The stress of such events was not something im very use to, to be honest, i dont like crowds and i dont really like talking to people. Gomenasai! Back to the event. It was a powerful one, very similar to the VMA except the fact that im in the same function hall with my favourite bloggers but im nobody. That kinda sucks honestly. I beam at the crowd for a familar face, but fail to lock in my target to even 1! Oh well... whos feels me? I dont belong to any norminated group nor had gotten any awards. so i have no thank speech for the public at all but a simple run tru of the entire event. Timonth and Ming (co founders of nuffnang) talks about their journey of nuffnang, from born to Booms to kick start the event with Allen Wu as the host. ![]() ![]() Then it was magic babe Ning and JC Sum No pictures, was busy watching. Our four course meal was served in between all the different categories of blog nominations. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Pictures with kawaii ryli and sexay yingzi! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() A big congrats to all norminees and winners. won 3 awards in total big ownage man.... Some highlights of the night Kenny sia played Kanye West to xiaxue as Tarlyor swift on stage! xx won 3 awards in total big ownage man.... PS: i think i was the only one head banging to the electrico! Thursday, October 22, 2009 Mood: Lazy October is sure a messy month for me with all kinds of emotions filling me in every single day. Its been a not so good month for me so i do hope that the remaining weeks would be cool, at least free from woes. If things goes according to plan, i would start work again next week if not the week after that. I dont like the feeling of a new job, its like i have to learn everything all over again from scratch. O well, isnt life like that all the time? Still im expecting a lot more fun than anything this october, with halloween parties, nnawards, birthday parties and a school gathering as well i hope its sufficient to keep me elated for just a little while more. Adios, im meeting the gals later for shopping =) |