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Monday, September 28, 2009
hooo!



In case you were thinking i lost my job
or sth due to the sudden regular entries.

No i didnt...
just that my boss doesnt seems to need me so much
as shes busy with her F1 event.

With me working so few days this month,
meaning my moolah would decrease,

so everything else on the margin declines as well..
BOO HOO =(


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Im feeling upset.
I know im an over sensitive person so i tend to think a lot.
Branching out more factors to a problem, extending its roots.
Then when the manifestation hits maximum.
I go bonkers with teardrops as my company.

At times,
i wish i am not capable of thinking straight at all times.

Another time,
i wish i could do things according to my mood and have that

"to-hell-what-other-think" attitude.

Sadly, i couldnt.
So i had all my unreleased emotions all hidden
and pile up within me.

Instead of erupting when prompt,
i let it die away.

You may think its a good thing,
but when it dies, it eats a part out of me.

A part eroded in the process.

With inherited genes similar to a cockroach,
i just dun goddamn die.

Im like the main character of a movie during times of War,
the soldier
that goes tru all ordeal, with injuries, gun shots, perhaps even lost one eye or arm
but still doesnt die like how others die in 1 shot,
1 bomb, 1 hit on the head whatever~

The worse thing is, you notice,
the main lead is always - alone.


Im disintegrated.

Running tru the monsoon





Saturday, September 26, 2009


Sometimes I cant help but to compare lifes with people at my age.
What kind of glamors they are having.
Everytime i start reading other pretty blogger's blog,
it's always filled with events,
their over glamorous shots, high end merchanise
and the never ending
expensive food good and travelling for leisure.


I just wanna give a simple reminder
to all that probably are experiencing the same
contradictions as me.
Each time i feel that i wanna look forward
to become someone like that, i think to myself.
Is that ultimately what i want to achieve in life
or is it just for the sake of wanting
others to envy my so call "stress-free luxurious" lifestyle?


With the aid of the internet,
we could easily find out how ugly our lifes are when comparing
with the best.
Same logic, vice versa.


Everytime i start feeling that my life
is filled with worthless everyday no end load,
I would surf the net for some inspiring
and how i should start grooming myself to be
more beautiful on the inside.
Spend sometime to read on the stories behind successful people.
Long term success dont come easy,
short time success aint sufficient to last you
a life time.


Do spend time thinking about what you wish to achieve in life.
Think about your the ways how you gonna work towards it.
As for me, i dont wish to earn big money and to have a luxurious lifestyle.
I only want sufficient money,
for my parents, myself,
my future family
and the excess
medical expenses in future,
my housing and my daily needs.
I wanna be only stress-free
with the essential money for my everyday needs.
LV and Gucci or even diamonds were
never in the picture.


It would take you a long time before
you know that what you want in life
might not necessary be what you need.

Let nature take it's course
What is meant to be would eventually happen.


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Running tru the monsoon





Saturday, September 19, 2009


Hows weekend people?
I have work tml so i only have 1 weekend day to spare.

So i woke up at 830 and start my day like a housewife.

First thing first.
Breakfast done by 930am

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Did 3 rounds of laundry, tidy up my room with the help of Dorven (of cause!)
No other guys can ever tolerate my mess, he is one impressive werido!
Manage to head over to lavender to consult a chinese physician for my stomach flu.
Early dinner with my parents.
One fruitful typical day!

Sayonara!

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Running tru the monsoon





Wednesday, September 16, 2009



Insomia strikes again!
I feel kinda tired and giddy but feel wide awake once im on the bed.
Why does this happens?
After 2 days of battling the sickness, i have to be back on my feet for work
again tml!


Life cant be any tougher than this.
At least i hope im as healthy as a cow by the time the sun rises.




Life's kinda tiring at the age of 21.
As i screw my secondary school years, i bet my life is tougher than any of my school mates
back then.
Working as a part timer back in the olden days, i always dream of earning my first 1k.
Now that i did earn a minmum of 1k per month, i so realise it wasnt enough!!
Not sufficient to support my necessecities, let alone my desires!
Finally, i fully comprehen what Sammie meant when she felt tired of life, tired of the complications, tired of the insufficient moolahs at all times. Bloody exhuasting!

I read tons of real life inspiring stories...
Guess its time for bed!

Oyasuminasai!

Running tru the monsoon





Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Gotten mc for severe food poisoning.
Rotten luck, but i manage to have 2 days of rest at home than the usual workload
i should be doing now.





Here's a quick update before heading back to bed.
Been to Natsumatsuri again this year in my very own yukata my dad got it for me from Japan.
Thanks to Shermaine and gang, if not i wouldnt have the chance to attend it once again!




Me with Shermaine




Transformation complete!

with the help of the true Japanese!













I actually wore this all the way home from Changi.

LOL

Imagine the stares. But i so love my yukata!

I wish i could wear it more than once a year!

Tata people!

Im bedridden again =(


Whos reading me?

Can i have some comments please?

Running tru the monsoon





Tuesday, September 08, 2009


Hello peeps!
Sorry for the lack of updates,
i hear lots of complains and its a good thing.

Proves that there are actually people
out there that still reads me kinda touched.

Heres a mini update,
would try to do a proper one asap
as im currently at work.

Recently im working like a cow of 6 days
and at an average of 9 hours daily.
During OT times,
a day work could last up to 12 hours,
with no lunch time at all.
Yawns, my biological clock works alright now finally.
But the work load is quite shitty,
just like the pay =.="

Oh ya, my com crashed and so did my camera =/
So,
i dun have much pictures except
for those taken using my phone...
Please bear with it for a while,
while i get a new camera.
If you are intending to sell your
digicam do contact me =)

I duno if its the wireless here giving me
the problems or its my daddy's lappy,
i cant change the font, size or even insert pictures.
Guess i would do a proper blog entry once im home.

Wait for me!!!

Running tru the monsoon