Chloe Muel Enamorado♥

Friday, July 30, 2010

I'm starting to see the world in a different way.
I'm starting to feel hallow.

If this new relationship ends easy,
I'm gonna close all doors.
I never had done that.
That was my weakness.
Now I know I have to put it to a halt.
It had to stop killing me.

I'm so desperate for acceptance.

I'm all exhausted. I feel alone.
Especially when u are at the verge
of losing someone potential.
I really hope we could feel each
others gap.
I'm very sure, he feels as stranded as I am.

Running tru the monsoon

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Welcome, a new chapter in my life.
For the first time i stroll along Little India on purpose.
I felt like a freaking tourist in my own country!
I could have taken pictures as i walked, but me n Sam were..
to be honest.. simply lost. So, i let my eyes do the imprinting of memories
instead.

Hungry at the same time.
I stopped him from further explorations and
decides a place for feeding.

I open the menu, not knowing what im reading.
So we ending up "anyhow" ordering.

On the list
1. Garlic Naan
2. Tandoori Chicken
3. Fish cutlet (FAV!)
4. Lime juice and Salted Lassi (if i rmb correctly)
The rest i cant remember >.<(Hands on, its just taste better!)

After that, we juz hang around and do stupid things.
Ha! you would i know what i mean for those following close
to my fb.

Ending with a new intentional matching rings.
Probably the best buy for the day!

Running tru the monsoon

Friday, July 16, 2010

Work is shitty today.
To be honest, it wasn't that bad
but it was me who couldn't get use to it.
I'm struggling with all sorts of unpleasant
feelings again. It's becoming a terminal
habit which I can't seems to get rid of.
For one thing I am aware is that I'm no longer confusing
love and loneliness anymore.
But am i losing myself to the past?
I'm not sure.
I'm gonna close my eyes for now
n let it goes off on it's own.

Running tru the monsoon

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