After 2 weeks of training, We were force to part....
Ever since then, i miss each of you girls so much. I really think one day all of us should juz dine 2gather.. I dun mind being the notorious one taking upl.
i think i need to start updating regularly... entries are kinda pile up! One random day out with Garey We had no plans but somtimes it wasnt so bad afterall....
playing the reflextion at heeren.. so fat so fat....
To think about it...
me and Garey had been friends for 3 years...
Class mates use to tease about us being so close..
Seriously i dont get this.
Is it a must to be a in a r/s with a guy just because we are close?
Are there are nothing known as a close opposite gender fren?
I dont take this answer at all.
Juz like olden days,
we played arcade and im using seated beside him watchin him
play teken 5.
Now, im more adventurous. i play bball with him..
realise i still have my bball skills in tact...
hmm... maybe i should go back and play for leisure.
gotta get a pair of shoes and bball khakis.
Then he buzzed off to work at 7pm..
so i meet up with Jean for dinner.
i met Jean when i was still working at chevron house last year...
Juz when i tot my life sux, she had worse.
Oh well....
i should recently stop complaining about it.
Running tru the monsoon
Thursday, June 03, 2010
I slap myself on the forehead every single day when i open my eyes. Doesnt matter if had a good sleep, chances are that the new day scares me to death to think about if i had a satisfying rest.
I just realise its be 6 months. Since i had my bumpy rides. Till now, im still feeling nausea about it.
The worse thing is, i can tell anyone about it and would end up alleviating nothing. Set aside suffering from the aftermath, im actually trying to figure out if im hating what im doing now. Its funny how i cant tell with my brains or my heart. In fact i haven been feeling my heart for a while and i dont use my brains a lot obviously. So, I really dont think this overwhelming disturbing emotion would just wash away and leave me alone anytime soon as i know i cant wait till time does the trick for me. The only thing i thought of doing now, is to push myself so hard till i drop and starts all over again.
One of my all time favorites. This time... whos gonna find me and make sure im not thrown the later.