Chloe Muel Enamorado♥

Saturday, January 22, 2011

I felt like i change quite a bit after being able to fend for myself.
I cant tell what exactly contributes to it, but i kinda feel that
being independent is very important, and i shouldnt be
upset that i dont have much friends or people to love me.
I simply dont wanna have to many love ones on the list anymore.
After what happened between me and Chanel.
Still, she always on my mind and i would never give up the chance
to be there for her.
I finally broke down and cry 2 days back,
my love for her is comparable to Sam's.
I know it sounds wrong, but she really means a lot to me.
I was buying groceries few days ago and happen to chance upon
"Caramel Corn" a sweet packet of tibits that i introduced to her
and she was hook on it, at the cold storage right outside our office.
I have tears filling up eyes immediately.

I so regret for not bringing her to eating porridge,
yusheng, noya buffet and so many other places that we say we gonna go.

Chanel, you gotta come back.
Me and Tryslynn are still waiting for you.
No matter how bad circumstances it would be
or its gonna be.
Maybe we can never help, but i promise,
we would listen and cry with you till dawn.
I promise.
We can be like last time again,
the picture would not be complete without you.

Running tru the monsoon

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