Im left with 1 more focus group findings to finish up then i would be completely done.
I aim to complete it and hand it up by Monday.
With my second project already started, im not so worried and stressed up anymore.

Then i could have the whole of the holidays doing reading and perhaps some traveling. However, i do have reservations for an overseas holiday. Firstly, i feel bad spending my dad's moolah, secondly im fearful of the extra pounds.

These days, i find myself struggling deep within. Sometimes, i dont like the way i react to people. Body language comes naturally but my brains seems so desperately wanting to be in control.
I dont really know if this is the real me underneath the suppression for years or stress have mold me into another.
Also, i find it hard to trust anyone. Not in a way that im doubtful and suspicious. More like i dont let loose myself  to people anymore. I prefer to keep mum about my feelings and thoughts.
Its conventional but not intentional.



Back to my article writing with coffee through the night.